We traveled to southern California again. This time for the memorial and ash scattering ceremony. Met some of the friends we made before – was great to see them again and made new friends too. We also took a road trip up to Oregon and visited her family on the way back. So much driving and it rained almost the entire time! The house is coming along: new windows, doors, ready for painting, kitchen is looking great, etc. It should be ready to be listed next month, so we might be going back again.
We chose the Kahuna for our wedding, chose the beach location and visited the florist to pick out our haku (head lei), kupe’e (wrist and ankle lei) and neck lei. We had fun putting our ceremony together and designing our announcements (we took a picture of a flower in our yard as the background), printing and sending them out. I bought a Hawaiian style wedding dress, white with white embossed flowers. My sandals and some of my undergarments have arrived as well. It’s exciting – only 5 weeks away!
I chose the surgeon that I will go to for my operations. It will be in Thailand. The requirements are the same as here – everyone follows the Harry Benjamin WPATH rules. I sent in all my letters and materials and have been accepted. The next step is to send a portion of the fee to reserve a date. I’m hoping for sometime this fall. One last thing I have to accomplish is to lose another 20 pounds (which I should do for the wedding anyway)!
Changes this month seem small compared to all the other months. Breasts are still sore, bottom is a bit larger (more curvy) but now it’s soft compared to before. I hope that when I lose the rest of the weight that my curves will show more.
Lately there seems to be a lot more in the national news about transgender. More and more professionals, athletes and personalities are coming out very publicly. More states are adding transgender to their protected lists. Today was the Transgender Day of Visibility – worldwide. Geena Rocero (famous model) chose today to come out. I love this quote from her TED talk: “I was not born a boy, I was assigned boy at birth. Understanding the difference between the two is crucial to our culture and society moving forward in the way we treat — and talk about — transgender individuals.” She is talking about being assigned a ‘boy’ gender along with a natal sex of male (boy/man/girl/woman=gender, male/female=natal sex). The difference she is referring to is the difference between natal sex and gender and that they are separate. There are those of us where natal sex and gender do not match. It’s great to see all this in the media. I hope people are listening and will start to understand. This is ‘not’ a choice (who would ever chose something this painful) – we are born this way and have to deal with it every moment of our lives.
With much aloha,